I Have Lived This Life Before

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I have lived this life before

But I can’t remember enough to make a change

My memories are unreliable and blurry

Everyone I meet is vaguely familiar

Each face evokes emotions of hidden remembrance

Someone’s gait will spark subtle nostalgia

Interactions sharpen my focus, but only slightly

I recognize when my life approaches pivotal events

It maddens me that I cannot recall the significance

Or the sequence

Thus every sorrow is twice-lived

Every mistaken decision is repeated

All my pains and miseries are doubled

Because I have lived this life before

But I can’t remember enough to make a change.

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